hopeless romantic

i never fall in love fully; always one foot on the ground; never playing the game of trust because i doubt you'd be there steady as rock to catch me. nothing to break my fall, just this one foot on the ground. keeps me balanced & rational because diving in with you would be completely the opposite-- loving you is as irrational as mumbers that when expressed have a decimal that is neither repeating nor ending, meaning it can't be expressed as a fraction; fractioning off my love for you into the smallest possible percentages. see my heart is ten times colder than three skinny bitches butt naked in alaska in the middle of january & the reason i always stand off and move aside is because the warmth you cause from within melts the polar ice cap that is my heart. i'm not scared, just dont wanna go through the bullshit. to be continued.