you

if I could, id take all the pain that lingers within you, especially from that one spot in your chest that sets slightly to the left. id try to be the one that makes you happiest, ＆ hurts you the least. but see, when reality sets in ＆ you're hurt again because of her-- your current lover, I realize there's nothing I can do to soothe your soul; but I begin to pick up the shattered pieces of your heart ＆ slowly place them together binding them with time, effort, ＆ all the love that she... she didn't supply. I say im sorry for what she's done ＆ to me you give an unexpected reply, have you ever thought about how things could be if you would've chose me? back when my crush on you was full of optimism ＆ hope... dreaming of all the things that remind me of you ＆ I. all I could do was sigh-- see I've tried to explain to you over ＆ over again it isn't nor was it ever a matter of choosing you vs the next... or I wouldn't be here next to you now even though I know I need to beat my babygirl home, I already smell like your perfume ＆ stains from your makeup mixed tears remain on the collar of my track jacket... if you don't remember you chose another instead of pursuing me as your lover, never did you make it that apparent to me that it was my lovin you seek.